Is spending 3 grand on a car worth it, before I buy my camera? If I had my camera I could make the 3 grand easier. I don’t know. I’m thinking out loud. All I want is for someone to let me think out loud and understand where all of these thoughts are coming from. I wish I could wish I was home. And I wish you’d call me. But I wish you wouldn’t, I don’t want to get attached. I saw A.J at the mall. And that’s were I met him a year ago. And there’s an irony in that. I’m going to get into the shower and cleanse myself of the day’s sins. I’m going to wish for warmer water and fall apart.